And then there is this one which completely sums it up...
Last week when I posted about moving on... I had sent a text 2 days earlier.. just a simple text saying something like hi how are you and asking how his first day back at work had gone (hes a teacher) and when I still hadnt had a text by thursday I though wow... that kind of sums it up. Usually when I text him he texts me back within the hour and if not usually the next day. But when I didnt get a text back at all I thought it kind of summed up my need to move on. We had spoken about our "relationship". When I say relationship I mean we had a chat, I really liked him and asked him out for a drink and he said he valued our friendship too much (we had been working together at a school where I did part of my teacher training and I really fancied him and we had got on really well.) I waited until I finished before asking him out because obviously I wanted to be professional.
Anyway we said we would be friends. When we worked together we would text each other quite a lot. I found my self going over my texts every month while I was there because we would text each other. We said we had "the chat" things wouldnt change. You know when people say this its crap and they will. Over the whole of the summer I think I sent him 3 texts. One to say that I hoped he had a nice holiday (he was going to cyprus) and a friendly one when he got back to say Hope he had a nice time (and one more which followed but never quite went into a convo) So when he didnt text me back by Thursday I decided that what I wrote in that blog post was right. I needed to move on, stop thinking about him and hoping he would change his mind and not forget about him completely but move on from my feelings from him.
I was doing SO well not thinking about him until, like the last photo says - he finally text me. Yesterday. Over a week after I had text him. However this text was different. He started it in the same usual way by being all like hey sorry i didnt get back to you... and then he asked me for a favour. And I thought. This is the only reason he has text me. He isnt sorry that he didnt text me back, he just used it as a conversation starter.
I was doing SO well not thinking about him until, like the last photo says - he finally text me. Yesterday. Over a week after I had text him. However this text was different. He started it in the same usual way by being all like hey sorry i didnt get back to you... and then he asked me for a favour. And I thought. This is the only reason he has text me. He isnt sorry that he didnt text me back, he just used it as a conversation starter.
And now I have decided... deffinatly time to STOP thinking about him and MOVE ON.
Anyway, In other news this week has been good because the gym opened last friday and I have been 4 times in the last week. I am really enjoying it. And bonus is I lost 4lb this week when I went to Slimming world. :) I really think that going to the gym has helped me focus on eating healthy. Mum and Dad are away next week so its just me and my brother. Its going to be a test to make sure I can stay focussed both food wise and exercise wise. I have a spin class booked for Tuesday which I am both looking forward to and apprehensive about so I shall let you know how that goes. (If I am still alive after it :P)
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