Sunday catch up...

Hey. Sorry Ive been missing in action for a couple of days. This week has just been one of those weeks. I dont know if I mentioned about the new job I had got... well anyway things fell though with it which means I am not going to be doing it after all. When you have worked so hard for something and it is all you ever want its hard for something to be ripped away from you like that. I got the phone call explaining what had happened on Monday so I have spent most of this week sort of getting my head round what I had thought was going to be a complete change in lifestyle to realizing in fact I was staying put. Luckily I haven't completely cut ties with my current job which means I can stay where I am but it has taken me most of this week to realize that actually there is nothing I could do about what has happened - it wasnt anything I did it just happened. A lot of people have been telling me that everything happens for a reason and that something better will come along. At the minute I feel a bit like God has a bigger plan for me but I am not quite sure once again what it is and wish that he could stop testing me quite so much...

Also this week - because you know everything happens all at once, I found that my best friend from School is moving to Cheshire. Now don't get me wrong, I know its not the other side of the world but it is 40 miles away and although we don't see or text each other every day, she is still probably the best female friend i have.  We chat and catch up on a regular basis and she had a little boy who is gorgeous and we have been close for probably the last 10 or 11 years and the thought that she isnt going to be down the road is weird but she is moving to where her boyfriend lives and they are getting a house together. She isnt sure when yet but it will just be a train ride to go and see them instead of meeting in town...

I have made a positive move today though.. I met a lad on holiday wayyyyyyy back in 1999 when we were both on holiday in Great Yarmouth. We have stayed friends ever since and chat all the time, most days in fact. We met up 6 years ago on my 18th Birthday and we haven't seen each other in person since then but we have been saying about meeting up again and it just appears to be one of those things we have talked about but neither of us have done. So today I have booked the train tickets to go up and see him. I am looking forward to meeting up again. Its weird having a friend I feel close to but who lives so far away but I definitely cant wait to see him again.

So basically thats been my week. A crappy start to the week but today, exciting thing to look forward too! I also cheered myself up by making a little Cath Kidston order so I will definitely share that with you when it arrives :)