I can not even begin to tell you how many times I have gone to sit down and write this blog post. My last post had such hopes for ending 2015 and then I'm not going to lie... Everything fell apart. Just after writing that post my grandad was rushed into hospital.. He spent a week in and was discharged and then was readmitted not even a week later and has been in ever since. For just over 5 weeks now I've spent my nights backwards and forwards to the hospital - I'm not going to lie it's been a horrible time. I haven't even been able to think about putting pen to paper (or finger to screen), I didn't feel at all Christmassy and Christmas itself passed by without much joy. Hopefully now grandad seems to be on the up and is over the worst. He seems to have picked up everything while he has been in there but fingers crossed we have turned a corner now!